JMJ
Aug.18,2019
CREATION Magazine carried an article about an outstanding Indonesian doctor who studied in Ireland where he picked up the name Dr. Wally because his colleagues found his name difficult or had an attack of Irish humour. Dr. Wally became a specialist in Molar Pregnancies that was prevalent in Indonesia. Due to his work molar pregnancies have been greatly reduced there and elsewhere. The baby begins to develop but the process is checked , yet the symptoms continue often to full term. All the symptoms of a classic pregnancies are evident and are often very pronounced such as swelling, weight gain and nausea. The book of Exodus mentions it. The Israelites are threatened that “ you will conceive and give birth to wind.” Note: A pregnancy occurs but it does not produce a baby. Other studies recently discuss that pregnancies occur then become “ unglued “ and the products of the pregnancy“ become reabsorbed and pass through the vagina or the intestine. It appears that there really was no pregnancy because the remains do not apparently just pass through the uterus and vagina.
This article confirmed what I have been going through for many years. The pregnancy is finished at four months or full term. As long as there is a tiny part of the pregnancy the symptoms will continue. A bishop in Mexico who is a leader in pro- life discusses that the antagonism or indifferenc of the father in a pregnancy can cause the uterus “ to be as smooth as a belt” rather than a rough , clinging wall for the unborn baby.
Because I have continued to have many pregnancies the usual cycles continue well past what others consider the end of the fertile cycle, so I am not like Sarah, Hannah , Elizabeth, et c. The system is still on “ go” but isn’t obviously very successful. However each pregnancy actually makes me healthier because new cells are added to my body. Since John and I allow the pregnancy to take its course rather than have a D& C et c there is not the danger of cancer cells produced that can lead to breast cancer such as when one has an abortion.
This explanation will suffice for now. However we believe that the main difficulty is my pregnancy produces a stream of intense venom that kills. If we say nothing then I can’t get help. If I quit hiding as if it is my intense shame then things go better but it appears hate won again. I have never been allowed to explain to any of our family what is a molar pregnancy. I have been subjected to 20 minutes of high pitch rant that I am mentally ill. In addition the La Ronge mentality is such that no unapproved pregnancy gets through . We asked for an ultra sound. It has to be approved by a doctor. Apparently there was no doctor to okey this simple request. Since we were also fighting to save my foot since May we also running away from those who are furious that I still have two feet and a very good health care practitioner.
This will do for now. Gay
